Octover 13, 2016 (began writing are 1:42 pm)

                                  My lack of inspiration has lead me to neglect this blog. I over analyze my own work, whether it's makeup or literary, and this causes me to leave things unreleased. Sentence structure is (almost) an art form that I'm trying so hard to master, that it's taking over my writing. SO, I'm going to start writing these free form "diary" style entries. They will not be overly analyzed. Or over edited.... Here's the first.
                                I've been awake since 10:24am and have yet to leave my bed. As stated in my opening sentence my level of inspiration is at an all time low. I've been thumbing through old "Louis Vuitton Look Books" I have lying around. The 2004/2005 winter collection is my favorite. It's depressing. Maybe I'm in a bad mood? There is absolutely zero sun shine right now. It feels like 9/12.
                               I'm finally getting around to watching the Mapplethorpe documentary. It's been sitting in my HBOgo watch list since it aired. Loving it so far. He was so punk rock. I need to make more art, and buy more art. Art art art art art....



lasting thought: I am nothing.